If I held my ground, would you ask me to change?

Saturday, September 27, 2008

I miss the days we spent together
The laughter that we shared.
Our friendship should have lasted forever
It falling apart was the one thing that I feared.
Six months later in the future, you're still here
Sitting next to me, having no words to exchange
But I don't understand, what it is that you want my dear,
Is it you that needs to change or me?


So, I think I'm on the verge of losing a friend of mine, a very important friend of mine.
I met this person in 9th grade and we became really close last year. This person was someone I could always talk to really...
We even talked to each other over the summer but then...
I don't know what happened...
They stopped signing on AIM and I guess the conversations died down...
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Sophmore year started and we didn't have any classes together, not even lunch...
It drove me ballistic. I coudln't even concentrate in any of my classes
Then I finally got my schedule changed in the beginning of the second week of school and I finally had the same period class and lunch with 'em. 
I guess I thought now things would return back to normal...and it seemed like it would for a while.
But it didn't.
It kept feeling like I was being ignored because everytime I would talk to this person, they wouldn't really respond to me and talk to me like they did last year, it was just an occasional "Hey" then they'd turn away and talk to one of their other friends...
We talked about it once and they said it's because we're not in the same classes anymore and we realy don't have time to talk...
-_-
Ugh...
What do I do? What do I do?
Do any of you know who I'm talking about?

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Comments (2)

Since Saturday, September 27, 2008

Blogger Tiffany [Oh Tiffany...]  
October 3, 2008 at 2:56 AM
if they don't want to make an effort, it's probably because they don't realise what's going on.

if they won't make a change, make it for them.

talk to her/him, and tell them what's going on.

I have a good idea who this is, but I'm not quite sure.
Anonymous Anonymous  
October 4, 2008 at 7:35 PM
aww. :\
what tiff said.
so true.