If I held my ground, would you ask me to change?

Saturday, September 27, 2008 at 4:25 PM

I miss the days we spent together
The laughter that we shared.
Our friendship should have lasted forever
It falling apart was the one thing that I feared.
Six months later in the future, you're still here
Sitting next to me, having no words to exchange
But I don't understand, what it is that you want my dear,
Is it you that needs to change or me?


So, I think I'm on the verge of losing a friend of mine, a very important friend of mine.
I met this person in 9th grade and we became really close last year. This person was someone I could always talk to really...
We even talked to each other over the summer but then...
I don't know what happened...
They stopped signing on AIM and I guess the conversations died down...
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Sophmore year started and we didn't have any classes together, not even lunch...
It drove me ballistic. I coudln't even concentrate in any of my classes
Then I finally got my schedule changed in the beginning of the second week of school and I finally had the same period class and lunch with 'em. 
I guess I thought now things would return back to normal...and it seemed like it would for a while.
But it didn't.
It kept feeling like I was being ignored because everytime I would talk to this person, they wouldn't really respond to me and talk to me like they did last year, it was just an occasional "Hey" then they'd turn away and talk to one of their other friends...
We talked about it once and they said it's because we're not in the same classes anymore and we realy don't have time to talk...
-_-
Ugh...
What do I do? What do I do?
Do any of you know who I'm talking about?

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Thursday, September 25, 2008 at 1:08 PM

I really should be doing my English homework but here I am... writing..no, typing a blog entry on this website for some reason...
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you didn't exist? If you were never born, would it have changed anything? Well, of course that would change a lot of things I guess...
But what would happen if you were to simply just... disappear? Would things change?
I find myself placing images into my head with me out of existance and picturing just my friends at school, without me. =S
BLEH. I really wish that doesn't happen...

Ok so I guess I talk about my day now? Is that how it goes?
Social life wise, school's ok although I preferredFreshman year.
Academic wise? Heh... we'll have to wait for interims tomorrow.

Mood: Scared
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So what is this blog thing?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 at 2:54 PM

Oh yay, a blog thingajiger. What to do? What to do...
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